one breaks my body, and the other breaks my soul

still have “lucas” on the brain…

i really thought i had put the whole “lucas” thing away, given the state of affairs, but one of the songs from my playlist came on on my way home from work today, and it just knocked the wind out of me.  

i don’t know if it would even make sense to write it now, or if it would be fair, but…it’s all still in there somewhere.